Black Star

I wish I can leave away this sick
In a fast way to the sun
To hide anywhere this pain
I wish something happened
I hate indiference
Chasing the gloom
Got to be clever
A little more awake
To carry the easy me
Suddenly something strikes
In a mind shake far from mercy
Spinned the key for this nightmare
And finally I get to you
With care for your holes
So deep that I´m scared
But you´re a black star